Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Do you want to build a snow man - FROZEN - by Kayla Orchardine on YouTube





Life is the story of love ...hello, I love you!
















My 2nd daughter Kayla Orchardine Karman, she likes so much to sing this song, everyday she sing over and over again, she even can perform the dialoque and the face of players - Elsa & Anna just like in the video. Funny and adorable too ...

Love you my dear ...:)



Let it go - FROZEN - by Kanya Geraldine on YouTube





Life is wonderful when a beautiful song could tell a story...





 ...And she sang in the morning at her birthday by her own record, her daddy helps her to create the video. She said this song was dedicated to us as her parents, as a gratitude for her birthday..
We love you more and more my dear. God bless you.
#WhatAwonderfulSong

This song recorded after she listened to her 13th birthday video made by her Dad on March 14, 2014. Music background was Let It Go - Frozen, her favorite song lately and she wants to sing it for us.

Thank you my loving daughter Kanya Geraldine for a great song you did for us, very nice and really wonderful. Love it so much.
 

We love you !


Kanya 13th Birthday - YouTube - March 14, 2014


A proud Dad & Mom



Life is full of bless !








To my loving dear daughter Kanya Geraldine,

Welcome to a brand new chapter in your life, teenage years are the most remarkable of them, at times easy and at times strife..
Daddy wants you to grow up to be a beautiful, smart and honest girl. Mommy wants you to grow up to be a successful, strong woman and God fearing. Why don't you combine both our wishes? However, you will still be the same old daughter who confides in me and values my view..

Happy 13th Birthday to the best daughter in the whole wide world Kanya Geraldine, we know that GOD truly loved us a lot when HE gifted us with you. You are the most beautiful gift anyone has ever been gifted with. On your birthday today, we wish that GOD blesses you and fills your heart with more love..
 
Enjoy being a Teenager, baby.. I you <3 comment-3--="">

This video was made by my husband - Karman AK special for our dear daughter on her 13th Birthday - March 14, 2014. Hope it would be a beautiful memories and unforgettable when she enter a new phase of life, TEENAGER. 

We wish her success in the next phase of live. God bless you my dear ....


Thursday, March 14, 2013

I'm Not a Perfect Mother, but I'm a Work in Progress


 
 Life is a Mercy covers every day..
(I dedicate this thoughts to my beloved daughter who celebrate a birthday today)









# I may not be perfect, but when I look at my children, I know
that I got something in my life perfectly right ..


Many women wants to be a perfect mother in the sight of their 
children, and it is not wrong because it becomes ideals every
woman in the world.  I've learned in my life, a lot of things 
have been done by the mothers for the good and for the future 
of the children. They do everything for the sake of the good for 
them.

But, do we have done right when we tried to give what is best
for them ?

As a woman, we have emotion, we have an options, a temper,
a very loud voice, we make a lot of mistakes, and sometimes one hell 
of a right hook... 
We do what we can do when we've got the time. It perhaps we're not 
a speed reader, but we're always trying to be a speed understander.  

I sometimes say things that get me in trouble, but I say what I think
and I believe what I say. I'm willing to say things that are not popular 
to others but ordinary people know are right. It's not easy to do, 
because environmental influences contribute to the acceptance  of
our children. If they see someone else does not do it, and we ask
our children to do it, they will look at us being an odd mother.

It takes hard work and a maximum efforts to make them understand
what we say to them. Could have been repeatedly we experienced
a failure, their un-awareness over our effort  for the good of 
themselves, but as a mother we'll still want to do it even it is refused
for many times, with much love we continue to do it.

" I am not a has-been, but I am a will be !"

I learned to deal with the fact that I am not a perfect person..., but 
I am a person that deserves respect and honesty from my children.
Some won't appreciate what we say or do, but as long as we speak 
honestly from the heart, we will be fine. This is actually not a perfect
life, but life loves the person (mothers) who dares to live it by being
real.  

My children, you're such an inspiration for the ways that I'll never 
ever choose to be. So many ways for me to show you how much I 
love you and care so much, how the Savior has abandoned you. 
I have come to learn that I am not a perfect mother, nor will ever
be, because perfect is too hard. But I am perfectly fine with being
perfectly imperfect, at least I'm not fake and its guaranteed that I'm 
worth it.


Maybe I can't give you a fancy house, a luxury car, or give you a gift
of sophisticated and expensive gadgets on your birthday, as others or all 
your friends have and get it from their parents. But I have a remarkable
love for you, which I make using both of my hands and feet to pray for
you, every moment and every time, so that you remain in a good 
conditions always. God will grant you with a wisdom from Heaven,
cleverness, humility and loving to your neighbor, so you will become 
a useful child for the Lord and a fellow human beings.  

I also have another valuable things for you, which cannot be valued with 
money or other material (wealth), but it's all more than that's all....
I have a pure heart and hands are always open for you, ready to hug you 
whenever you need it. I have time for you, anytime you need to talk to
me.  I've got my finger ready to wipe every tears in your eyes whenever
it's fell, and replace it with a smile. I will always be there for you my
loving dear children, not only being a mother, but become a friend, a 
teacher, a counselor, even was a counterpart to whet a knowledge and 
science of your capacity to think and argue positively and sportive.
You're my JEWELS ..


I will do things best I can do for you, no matter how it does, I will do the
best for your future. Although this time you feel different from other friends,
as we don't provide you with such of a dinamic and slang gadget at your 
current age, the purpose is to make you not to be disturbed by things that can 
affect your concentration of learning,  where at your age now you should focus 
to learn and study. 
I am also concerned about how global freedom offered by many multi-media
can affect your personal, social and spiritual life. And I don't want you to get
carried away flowing too far until I can no longer to reach you..

I might not perfect in your eyes, but deep down in my heart, 
in my imperfections as a mother, I want to make you become a 
perfect human being, which I hope it would be good and useful for 
yourself in the future. 
Make a power and excellence for you in the face of conditions and 
circumstances how difficult it might be later.  But because I really 
loved you, I will devote my entire life to do my best that I can do for 
you, and you shall be a man to defenseless and be a blessing to your 
family, and fellow human beings.
This is what I can do for you as a mother who is not perfect ...


Talk to Jesus Christ as if He knows the reason why He did it all for you
through me...:)

Happy 12th Birthday my dearest daughter - Kanya Geraldine Putri,   
you grow sweeter with each passing year, we knew that God truly loved
us a lot when He gifted us with you. You are the most beautiful gift 
anyone has ever been gifted with. We love you so much! 
On your birthday today, we wish that God blesses you abundantly and fills 
your heart with more love, joy and happiness. 
You are one of God's brightest creations.  
No matter how many birthday come and go, you'll always be my little girl !

   
..There's no way to be a perfect mother, but a million ways to be a good 
one, I wanted to be one of them ..

 

Monday, February 18, 2013

Never Lose Hope






Life is full of HOPE








# Maher Zain's song :

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
And That you're so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side...



So many problems in our life that makes us sometimes lose our way.
There are no handles to step, there is no ray of light the way,
There is no friend to walk together, no words of inspirit us,
All seemed deadlocked and without end..
Never give up, always have faith as it allows us to cope. Trying time 
will pass as they always do. Just have patience. Our dreams will come
true. So, put on a smile, we will live through our pain. Know it will pass
and strength we will gain.


There's  always a reason behind everything that will happen or has
happened. The only thing we could do is to stay strong. To never lose
hope and have a little faith. I've learned in my life there were several
things that was very important to keep me going through the hard time :

1. Hope is a goal setter
2. Hope makes me feel good
3. Hope is a template for faith 
4. Hope builds optimism for the future


 Hope gives us the desire to face another day, to strive to overcome  its
challenges and work for new ones. I will never lose faith in my abilities,
never lose faith in myself, even when this world throws its worst and turns
its back, there is still always hope. Always try the instincts I have inside, 
cause they will guide me through my journey.
Always have hope, always look to the future, always believe that the best
is out there for us to find..


When everything falls into pieces, when everybody turns their back on us,
when there appears to be no light in the tunnel, never give up, never lose
hope, sometimes we just need to take a deep breath to get through the 
day, and we'll know better days will come. Life is not about being fair....
it's about surpassing the unfair reality.
Never lose hope in the Mercy of the Almighty, as He knows when it is best
for us to get what we want, if it is good for us. And a desire becomes a 
hope when we discover a reason for its expectation, and there is no better
reason to expect something than a promise given in the Word of God.


This world is full of injustice. Sometimes other's people lives seem better.
The world they have look more colorful and beautiful. Without we realize,
we're complaining over what we have. Without do anything then we 
become down. Felt did not have anything. Feel doesn't mean anything.
Don't have anyone. Everything look bad.
We need an Optimism ! Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement.
Nothing can be done without hope and confidence. We should not let our
fears hold us back from pursuing our hopes. Because most of important 
things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on
trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.


Do not ever in doubt to something good in the future. Never give up.
Do not ever stop trying. Always have hope. Obstacles are only those 
frightful things we see when we take our eyes off our goal. In our heart,
keep one still secret spot where dreams may go and be sheltered, so
they may thrive and grow. In all things it is better to hope than to
despair. Because hope is the companion of power and mother of success,
for who so hopes strongly has within him the gift of miracles. Hope is 
like a road in the country, there was never a road, but when many people
walk on it, the road comes into existence.


Practice hope. As hopefulness becomes a habit. We can achieve  a
permanently happy spirit. The very least we can do in our life is to
figure out what we hope for. And the most we can do is live inside
that hope. Not admire it from a distance but live right in it, under
its roof.  Never talk defeat. Use words like hope, belief, faith, and
victory. As we promise according to our hopes and perform according
to our fears, we must have hope or starve to death.

If we lose hope, somehow we lose the vitality that keeps life moving,
we lose that courage to be, that quality that helps us go on in spite of 
it all. And so today, I still have a dream...
The natural flights of the human mind are not from pleasure to pleasure,
but from hope to hope. Hope is passion for what is possible. The day
the Lord created hope was probably the same day He created spring...


Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not 
reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them,
try to follow them ...
Don't lose hope. When it gets darkest, the stars comes out ! 
Never STOP, believing in our dreams, because miracles do happen,
we just need to believe in Ourselves.. 
There's no beginning or end to our dreams or plans. Life is a journey
from moment to moment. Live each moment to its fullest.
Once we choose hope, anything's possible.
So, never lose hope, because we never know what tomorrow will
bring..
Life is a beautiful struggle !


continuing MZ's song :

....Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that it's way too late
You`re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side...

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way
Showed me the way [x3]  

# God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the 
difference..